2003-04-05 
 

big round head

I'm not fat...a little pudgier than I used to be maybe...but not huge. However, looking at the picture below I see a big round head. Looking back at pictures of me when I was skinny...big round head. Where did it come from? Mom and Dad don't have big round heads. Dude doesn't have a big round head. I fear a Chandleresque moment. I'll be minding my own business when suddenly someone close by will freak out and start shouting,"Big Head! Big Head! Big Head!"

In other, less self obsessed news: spoke to Bun today and it made me a little nostalgic. I'm happy that we've both figured out different ways of finding happiness, but I do miss the days when it was the two of us vs. the world (and we always seemed to be winning.) I was a bit sad too, because trying to talk to G about my feelings afterward is hard. They had a bad meeting way back when and never had another one to really figure each other out. She was in a place where her viewpoint was very important to her and he's pretty set in his viewpoints, so BOOM. Me? I just sat back and watched it happen because I couldn't bear to get in-between two people I loved so much. I've learned not to have regrets, but that was a big lesson for me. Sometimes you have to step in and get your hands dirty.

I have hopes that someday we'll all meet and realize what good friends are, but I have a feeling that isn't going to be. While it's putting thoughts into their heads that they may not be having, I think that G's not as open minded as I am about her particular situation...and I feel that she's probably not as open minded about his. C'est la vie. If we all agreed all the time, this world would be a very boring place. But it all makes me a little sad nonetheless.

Oops...guess this has been pretty self obsessed as well, but that's what you get for reading my blog.

Labels: dose of mikey, g, memory lane, shout out

* posted by me at 6:41 PM

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